Monday, November 15, 2010

Judge me? I think NOT!

It pisses me off when someone puts me down for something I believe in, for something I support, for something I am, for something I want to be.

I just got yelled at by my mom because I posted the fkh8 video on my facebook profile because I WAS PROUD TO SAY I FKH8! I had to take it off just because I try so hard to make others around me I care about happy. You didn't get the message though, Mom. It wasn't to cuss someone out, or to offend them in anyway. It was to send the message out that people in this world are discriminating against gays everyday and they will not get the message through with these sweet simple messages that say, "please help fight against gay bashing" or some BS like that. We have to get it through peoples' thick skulls that this world is not about just one type of person. It is about us all. We are one world. Gays, Blacks, Whites, Hispanics, Transgenders, Hindus, Christians. It's all about love and hate. That is ALL the world is about. If we all can't love one another, we hate one another.

It's really hard doing all of this though; like ballencing the world on my head. I am gay. I've known this since I was in the first grade. Only shoving it out of my mind until I was 13 was the only way I knew how to deal with it. Then I used the excuse of bisexuallity. Now that I am proud to say it and know that nothing at all is wrong with it, I'm only ashamed of the peoples' reactions towards it. Not myself. Never would I hate myself for this.

This all started with the F word my friend used in excitment to see her favorite band. I used the F word before. It doesn't make the world crash down. Just know, not everyone exspresses themselves in the same way; not everyone likes the same music or belives in the same God or even belive in God at all. One person can have an opinion, just know, for your opinion, there is always another opinion to try to outdo that opinion.

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