Freestyle

Amour,

I have been cursed. Cursed with envy. I torture myself constantly trying to replenish my high; you being my drug. Looks of sadness fill my eyes from reflections I see each day in the mirrors. When will this stop? When will I stop poisoning my life and your's from the same cause? Let change come soon, for I cannot sleep. Guilt filled dreams. Heat flashes on cold sheets. Tonight, I die. You're so far. I'm far from perfect. Not in your eyes will I be greater? Never will I be enough? Days of dreaming of peace. Not will I ever be forgiven. I want you more. You are air. Take a breath. Intoxicated. Life fills me with every touch. I slip. Falling to despair; never to return. I wish it would end. My constant want. My eternal need. Never do I wish you away; Not by fear, not through hate. My constant want. My eternal need. Amour, you are life to me.

Forever, My Heart.